I feel as though I might ball up and scream because of all the negative attacks. It's just so persistent. The game at It Is You has haunted me somewhat, and made the attacks different. Today I learned that a healer got a message from what I think was a negative force posing as my ancestors, and they felt compelled to send me the message. The message said a spell had been cast over me. This is somewhat true, where a ritual was performed when I was 26 and they asked negative forces to pick 'just some guy' for Lucifer to inhabit. This actually happened and has been the bane of my existence. So many things have happened that I was truly lucky to get out of, and things have happened where I was called "A Master of the Dark Arts" from winning (losing twice) at the It Is You. At that work there was alien computers put there by Luciferian/Satanic AI, and was a contest for the Draco about cloning. So at work my boss was a bit of a jerk, but I liked talking to people and doing the cashier job.

Recently (4 days ago) I quit smoking cigarettes and weed, I might still take the occasional puff of cannabis once in a while for it's healing and sleep medicinal properties.

Yesterday I showed my parents pictures that Billy Meier had taken. The pictures totally blew me away. He was so lucky to have been taken for those spaceship rides. I want to meet extra terrestrials in real life and not just dreams.

When I was 21 I got this hour long channeling from some source that never revealed itself. It gave me a bunch of future predictions that have all come true this year. I was so surprised. At the time I was so worried about going through it. Through the coming true of the future predictions, I was healed throughout by extra terrestrials. A Plejaren woman healed me and makes contact with me when I channel the Plejaren Federation.

It became my dream to help with taking down the AI Satanic/Luciferian computers. And my dream did come true, and will come true.

Anyway that's all for now, just needed to vent.