Something I have realized in the ideas that are about my own personality is that I have a great sense of my own self-perspective. What I mean by that is that with using meditation and sellf-study with looking at the self with experience, I have realised who I am fully. My personality is something that I have used like a fun tool for pleasure. Knowledge has taught me about myself from the view I have of my inner mind and thoughts for the past 19 years. Looking inwardly at my own mind during meditation has shown me the thoughts I have had. With taking mushrooms in my 20s, in 2010, I had experienced that taught me about the value of what happens to a person who is censored and cannot express themselves.
The psilocybin in the mushrooms made my brain activate my inner eye during this time, and I was able to meet Christ. For the longest time, I had questioned his existence and knew and doubted in words the validity of religion. It has meant to me that he had asked me to be in knowledge that Satan, a person who has reptilian genetics, whos' creation I witnessed to the degree that the governments and 'authorities' that operated recovering extra terrestrial craft since Roswell, where that were successfull the first time, detected Satan the reptilian in 2008.
Years into Satans' indoctrination and torture, he was exposed to Disney and Computer simulations over and over again, with expermental devices that could emulate emotions and emit a very strong scalar wave into Satan's heart and mind and nearly kill him sometimes. He started his creation thinking he was kind of a loser and outcast and did not understand the creation he was a part of, and isn't any longer.
Satan had the problem that he couldn't escape torture for his entire life. The difference with me is that I try and negotiate my way out and convince those that would hurt me, not to. Satan tried over and over again to the motto: if you can't beat them, join them. In other words, he was very much a part of the insanity that effected humans on a daily basis in culture and society worldwide, since the 1700's.
After globalism became the norm, the people that had put this into motion waited for Satan and I to incarnate. I came in 1984, Satan in 2008. I was a human being up unti 2011, but I was someone who was a human with twice the power of Christ, and so was Satan. The dark underground human traffickers were so good at spying on the public, and wanted to learn of the existence of extra terrestrials, and created Majestic in top secret in the CIA in the United States.
When I was in grade 1, I was offered to be educated at another school in their 'gifted' program, which was really the CIAs' information exchange program. In the classroom there were 2 human teachers and 3 eben people. The ebens look like what they call in the mainstream media, the 'grey' alien. I went to this school for a year and was mostly off planet in space, with the ebens and the 2 teachers from the gifted school in grade 1 usually for each day of school.
When I met god in 2010 on mushrooms, I thought to myself, I'll ask him "Who am I really, why am I like this, do I have a past life or lives?" He said right away, "Yes Eric(my old pre trans name), there are these answers, but I need to ask you this "Can you help defend me against Satan?"
A lot of the answers are really in my other posts here, just that learning about this through writing here is important for context. Not that I'm too high or still need to take a mushroom to medicate myself to open my inner eye, just that Satan is gone since 2021 in early February.
One should realise and listen to their own thoughts and learn how to trust themselves after making choices you can fix.
Because of Satan being gone, and the additional fact that he was more powerful than our universe, means that there is no one who really is of the nature that would make a pile of garbage in their neighbours' backyard, let alone a bomb or missle for war.
Chioces we make for the earth effect the whole ecosystem and health of all life on the planet. If we can't be healthy completely just by default living on Gaia, how is one to be sane?